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Emo Vent (update)

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 23, 2008, 11:12 PM
Okay, you know, I was just thinking maybe things couldn't get worse this quarter and guess what?? yeah, you probably had no problem with that one...

So yeah, this week started relatively nicely, I got to go to Bible study (Even if it was just for the life-drawing pretty much) I got an assignment in Character design that actually seemes possible...huh, wonder if this week might actually get better??...yeah, right.

Now on top of being utterly exhausted, I got to listen to the intermitent yowling of my dying cat, Silver. I couldn't sleep at all, even though I tried to, It's kind of hard to when you know one of your animals is in pain, but really there's nothing you can do about but wait until you can get them to the vet and out of their misery.

this happened with the last cat we lost, and i was hoping it would happen again, but it did. He's still here, But I think it's only because our vet isn't available yet. I just hope we can do it soon, I can't stand listening to him cry anymore, I just wish we could end it already.

I can't even begin to know what I'm going to do for my life drawing class tonight. I thought maybe I could suck it up and go, but I'm not so sure anymore. but on the other hand, I don't know if I can afford not to go, since I highly doubt that the school OR the teacher understands such things enough to think it's a valid reason for an absence.

I don't know, I'm supposed to be drawing right now, but it's just really hard at the moment. I'm tired of having to suck it up, I can't even be happy about the kitten we brought home today.

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UPDATE: Silver didn't make it, My mom just got home from the vet, they had to put him down, like we thought, he was too far gone.

Last night he just sort of stopped eatingand drinking, and he didn't want to move anymore, he just kind of gave up finally. Sucked, unlike the other two, he was still stubborn enough to not want in the crate before she took him. But we knew it wasn't worth leaving him, it would have only prolonged the suffering.

At least it's over now.

R.I.P. Silver, you were a brat, but you were our brat.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: ipod
  • Reading: Narnia
  • Watching: random episodes of CSI
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: O_o...*heave*...yeah...no...
  • Drinking: water...LOTS of water...

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: CLASSIFIED
  • Interests: Animals, Anime/Manga/Vid Games, Aircraft, Music (Nothing Dirty!)
  • Favourite movie: FFVII: Advent Children, The Last Samurai
  • Favourite band or musician: Josh Groban
  • Favourite genre of music: Too many to list, my iPod is a hodge podge
  • Favourite artist: Tetsuya Nomura (Final Fantasy/Kingdom Hearts)
  • Favourite poet or writer: C.S. Lewis (The Chronicles of Narnia)
  • Favourite style of art: Japanese anime
  • Operating System: Windows? (>_< I don't know anything else!)
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Okami/Kingdom Hearts II
  • Favourite gaming platform: Whatever has the best games
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mainly the coolest designs: Uryuu Ishida, Aoshi Shinomori, Itachi Uchiha, etc.
  • Personal Quote: "Revere yourself and revere others"
  • Tools of the Trade: 0.5 pencil, 005/01 Micron finepoint pen, prismacolor pencils

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Devious Comments

~GermanShinobi:iconGermanShinobi: 19 hours 28 minutes ago
Your new icon's cool
~huskygir87:iconhuskygir87: 1 day 23 hours ago
no problem! ^^ and thanks =D
~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: 2 days 5 hours ago
Thank You! ^_^
I love your avvie by the way! Tifa freakin' ROCKS! :headbang:

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~huskygir87:iconhuskygir87: 2 days 8 hours ago
awesome gallery! ^^
~X-CALIBER-INC:iconX-CALIBER-INC: 2 days 14 hours ago
hey remember hatsune miku?well watch her beat this "real girl" in dancing
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*concaholic:iconconcaholic: Jul 16, 2008, 8:06:42 PM
Yes, the SR-71 is really cool. I saw one not too long ago and I have a pic in my gallery :)

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 16, 2008, 12:18:09 AM
I figured after looking at your gallery ^_^

I don't really dislike any planes, But I do have my favorites, I like my fighters but my all time fav is the SR-71 Blackbird, even though it's retired...but generally I like anything Lockheed, I'm baised, my dad works for them, lol XP

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*concaholic:iconconcaholic: Jul 15, 2008, 10:39:49 PM
Well, I like pretty much all planes but airliners are my favorite. I really like 747s, 757s, A340s, DC-10s, L-1011s and 767s.

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~UnknownLinkLover:iconUnknownLinkLover: Jul 14, 2008, 7:57:49 AM
I don't know... I pathetic... I can't think of anyone.

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 12, 2008, 6:35:10 PM
Yeah, I pretty much moved to DA, though i still update my FC account when I have things and time.

I used to be on theOtaku.com too, but they're revamp REALLY screwed things up, so basically, all my account there does is direct people to my DA. lol

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~mistylear:iconmistylear: Jul 12, 2008, 6:31:02 PM
Hey. Nice to see you. I haven't been on DA for that long - hence my low view count.

So, have you checked out the works I posted? I still have a place or two on my 10 Free Requests list, if you feel like it.

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=Wish-Makers:iconWish-Makers: Jul 11, 2008, 12:02:40 PM
cool gallery!
keep up the good work! :D

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 10, 2008, 11:13:56 PM
no prob ^_^

So, it's obvious that your favorite is the concord, but what other airplanes do you like?

Sorry, random question XD
later

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*concaholic:iconconcaholic: Jul 10, 2008, 9:01:17 PM
Thanks for the fav :)

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 9, 2008, 7:40:21 PM
That's weird, is there anyone in the household who may have blocked Youtube on purpose??

yeah, either way though, we still got this one ^_^

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~UnknownLinkLover:iconUnknownLinkLover: Jul 9, 2008, 6:30:11 PM
I don't know I tried logging in one day and it suddenly took me back to MSN saying "YouTube has been blocked for users reasons" I guess this is the only site I can talk to you on.

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I have no other friends then myself...
A lonely Swordsman walking an empty road...
Death, suffering, and betrayal following close behind...
~LinksTrainer:iconLinksTrainer: Jul 6, 2008, 4:02:50 PM
Hey! I love you're avi!

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 5, 2008, 4:28:05 PM
Oh, hi! ^_^

Well, welcome to DA! I'm glad you like my art! I hope to get some more up before my summer break is over. so keep an eye out if you're interested!

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~bree711:iconbree711: Jul 5, 2008, 6:26:17 AM
Marth is

AWSOME and he is HWAT LOLz

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~xPrincessOfDestinyx:iconxPrincessOfDestinyx: Jul 5, 2008, 2:57:40 AM
Hey, PrincessOfDestiny from youtube here! finally set up my own deviantart account
You're drawings are amazing! I wish I was as good as you, mine are mostly copies of other pictures :P I'm going to upload them anyway when I get the scanner connected
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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 4, 2008, 2:34:31 PM
LOL,

Would ya look at that? coolness!

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~bree711:iconbree711: Jul 4, 2008, 5:09:48 AM
wat up u have the same Icon as me

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~MarthsTrainer:iconMarthsTrainer: Jul 3, 2008, 7:25:13 PM
Lol, I love when people mess things up!

like making the serious characters do wierd or stupid stuff!

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~X-CALIBER-INC:iconX-CALIBER-INC: Jul 3, 2008, 6:38:53 PM
haha thats funny,never thought mastercheif would ever do that