~MarthsTrainer

Okay, you know, I was just thinking maybe things couldn't get worse this quarter and guess what?? yeah, you probably had no problem with that one...

So yeah, this week started relatively nicely, I got to go to Bible study (Even if it was just for the life-drawing pretty much) I got an assignment in Character design that actually seemes possible...huh, wonder if this week might actually get better??...yeah, right.

Now on top of being utterly exhausted, I got to listen to the intermitent yowling of my dying cat, Silver. I couldn't sleep at all, even though I tried to, It's kind of hard to when you know one of your animals is in pain, but really there's nothing you can do about but wait until you can get them to the vet and out of their misery.

this happened with the last cat we lost, and i was hoping it would happen again, but it did. He's still here, But I think it's only because our vet isn't available yet. I just hope we can do it soon, I can't stand listening to him cry anymore, I just wish we could end it already.

I can't even begin to know what I'm going to do for my life drawing class tonight. I thought maybe I could suck it up and go, but I'm not so sure anymore. but on the other hand, I don't know if I can afford not to go, since I highly doubt that the school OR the teacher understands such things enough to think it's a valid reason for an absence.

I don't know, I'm supposed to be drawing right now, but it's just really hard at the moment. I'm tired of having to suck it up, I can't even be happy about the kitten we brought home today.

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UPDATE: Silver didn't make it, My mom just got home from the vet, they had to put him down, like we thought, he was too far gone.

Last night he just sort of stopped eatingand drinking, and he didn't want to move anymore, he just kind of gave up finally. Sucked, unlike the other two, he was still stubborn enough to not want in the crate before she took him. But we knew it wasn't worth leaving him, it would have only prolonged the suffering.

At least it's over now.

R.I.P. Silver, you were a brat, but you were our brat.